The saying is well known.. Old habits die hard, but it seems my habits aren’t that hard to give up after all. A month of this year has passed & to me it was full of surprises.. Some were good some were bad some were undescribable..
What’s really wierd is that after I turned 24 last December I feel I had this automatic shift in my behavior & a higher level of self control has emerged from within me, although I must admit there are some areas I wish I had more self control then others.. but I’m working on it.
It’s been two months since I last drank a can of pepsi, coke or any other soda drink.. something I used to do almost everyday. Plus it’s been almost two whole days since I drank coffee & for some reason I’m seriously thinking of quitting it too.
We’re at the end of the midyear exams’ season with one exam to go.. And here too I have changed.. Normally I’d go to the exam with half the subject not done yet and be at perfect ease.. But this year I actually finish or sometimes leave out an itsy bitsy bit that isn’t important and get all worked up & panicy before the exam that I almost feel like crying! This is new to me.. very new that my system almost broke down three days ago.. And I’m not sure if I should like it or not.
Maybe I am growing up.. Or already have grown up & to be completely honest.. it’s not fun.. not fun at all!

P.S June 30th I am waiting for you to show up.. So step on it will ya!