Last week has been one the happiest weeks of my life, even though no drastic changes had happened but the little things that piled up making me smile every now & then were lovely. I am known to be an optimistic person, sometimes too optimistic for some people, but I like to look for a good side in anything that happens, just to make myself feel better, make whatever harsh reality that’s around a little bit softer.

We are almost at the end of the 1st semester of this year which also is my final year, and everyone is extremely tense and hostile! sometimes if you even say a small word they’d bite you! why? we all know bad things happen, okey I’m underestimating, DISASTERS happen, but so what? life goes on! it truly does, and in no time you’ll find out that your anger or frustration was useless except for messing up your mood & feelings.

I admit at many moments these kind of pep talks I give myself don’t work, AT ALL. I even get to a point that I wish I could beat myself for even thinking of lightening things up. but in most of my times I try to smile or even try to forget by doing something else.

Today, was a good day, I didn’t work as well I hoped for but I did work & I finished what I planned to do and while I was writing down the paper work my friend – who’s my clinic neighbor – marched into my clinic & started to bitch about how bad things were and that this day was never going to end.. I asked her: did you finish what you’re doing?. She said: YES! but it took so long! and I hated it!.. then moments later my other neighbor joined the crowd and started bitching about her work as well. I didn’t know what to say until one of them asked me: what did you do? I said: I did what I had planned but it sucked a little & I’m happy it’s over so I’m moving on to the next step. They looked at me and said: mn jd al7amdillah we’re done. and they both left smiling.

That was when I realized that we are the ones who create our happy days, or at least our content moments. Things go bad and we know they do, so why not go with the flow and move on?

A couple of weeks or maybe months ago I’ve been repeating a wish that said: I wish something breath-takingly-beautiful would happen to me soon. Now I say why wait for it? I can make my own breath-takingly-beautiful something all by myself! :D :D

P.S. I know Hind & Ala will want to kill me after this very optimistic post, but remember girls walla I love you both :$

P.S.S.  Midyears in TWO WEEKS! and the count down has begun!